The Hind End of Space

as weird as this sounds, I have a hypothesis that somehow my surgery will be happening next year. Over the past year I noticed that everything from 5 years has been like…. repeating itself in some way? Like. I KNEW I was going to get that job with Wegmans because five years ago, I started my job with Roche Bros again at like, this exact time. It’s hard to explain, but basically shit’s going in a loop.

back in 2008 I graduated and life changed completely for me, stuff was new, weird, and stressful etc. I couldn’t find a job, I had no direction, I fucked everything up, I alienated friends, etc etc. All that’s… kinda been happening all over again? It’s hard to explain. Like, events that happened then have been running kind of parallel. So, I’m predicting that some big event will happen in THAT realm next summer, like it did between 2009 and 2010.

I will say though, I’m totally looking forward to summer this year, if this does indeed happen. Summer 2009 was a hell of a time.

honestly i’m really

not the big of a fan of the “T” being tacked onto “LGB”.

Being trans is nothing like being gay or bi or whatever. Any kind of cis person really isn’t qualified to talk about trans issues. Yeah allies are important but most LGB people don’t know jack, especially when you consider how hard it can be for trans people to get dates with cis people of those sexualities… at least, in my experience.

tl;dr, the whole “queer people should stick together” thing doesn’t really work because cis queer people and trans queer people have VERY VERY different goals.