you know sometimes I wonder if the last person I dated did something to me on a subconscious level.
She was a total sweetheart and a good person, don’t get me wrong, but I think it may have screwed me up in some way? Like, she broke up with me cuz she realized she was a lesbian.
You’re reading that right.
This was five years ago (before I started transitioning) but yes, but she knew. I was very open about it with her. Now I have to wonder if because of this I internalized it somehow? Like making me think I’ll always be inadequate to lesbians or whatever. Or maybe I’m just letting shit get to my head, idk.
