So… work tonight.

Myself, my friend in pizza, and some other employees were trying out new pizza flavors, some of which I helped with, and a customer showed up in my line. In a rush I inhaled the rest of the pizza and went to help the customer. I asked him (with some pizza still in my mouth) “How can I help you?” and he’s all “I don’t want help from you, you’re getting crumbs from the food in the other food and I don’t even want any of this anyway!” and then he leaves.
Kinda miffed, I go back to the pizza guy and say “yo that guy was hella rude I can’t believe him”
then he fucking runs back over
and says
“Did you just go to tell him how much of a jerk I was?”
and then the manager on duty gets involved, and while he’s bitching at her he refers to me as “he”. I then say, “Excuse me, sir, I’m a woman” in a very angry tone. The MOD basically tells me to step back, and this bothers me because it feels dismissive. He then starts saying shit like something about people not “getting me” or whatever which was hella rude then he pulls the “You don’t know what I’ve been through!” card (he looked like an escaped convict).
Then she takes him away and I’m crying my eyes out and she refuses to talk to me about the situation until I’m BAWLING MY EYES OUT into a meatball sandwich because I’m scared about losing my job.

Which I still am. I’m tired of working so hard and dealing with this fear.