Goals for the year
So basically, I’m getting fed up with everything. While there’s no way in hell I’ll be leaving home just yet, I’m going to try getting a few things out of the way first:
Get a new job
Fuck the supermarket. I’m fed up with just about every aspect of it. I’m on the hunt for a more acceptable job right now, with some help from my adviser at school. I want something remotely related to television, even if it’s just answering their telephones.
Go further into transition
I’m starting to feel more confident in myself… to the point where being stuck presenting as male as just making me angry. Especially at work. Every time I get “sir"ed by some dumbfuck customer I want to put their head through the monitor. Thankfully Massachusetts just had some workplace laws for transpeople passed (because you know, we live in a world where we have to pass LAWS just to get people to be nice to each other), so hopefully I can start at school as well. It’s just… the most uncomfortable thing socially to be indoctrinated one way then to have to make an enormous shift. Maybe if I change my hair color enough I can pass as a different person… oh who am I kidding.
Name Change
Again I’ve been meaning to do this for far too long but the whole process terrifies me. So many forms. @_@ (I’d like some advice from someone who’s been through this). and of course, there’s my family being the ~*WONDERFUL ACCEPTING*~ people that they are… seriously some of you have no idea how lucky you are.
